Kamis, 26 September 2013

new!

hol!
can't sleep because of tomorrow
what to do?! what to do?! 
i should take psychology class but because i don't know i undo it and i don't choose that class.
i should have not take the cultural art but i choose it.

it was all because i don't understand and i asked my ex-roommate and i don't know that don't understand either.

Hol! What to do?!

WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!

I just hope that 課務組 still want to accept my excuses that i'm from another country and don't understand (and i think it's too low...) bit really , i really don't understand. 

Kamis, 19 September 2013

New IOS





what an amazing ios!
i never wanted to update my phone for the new IOS and now? I updated it and so satisfied (still? because just used it for couple hours) hahahaa

just sharing
xo,

Jumat, 30 Agustus 2013

going back soon

just another 12 hours in hometown
man, i even can't sleep because too nervous to face the reality.
Anyway, Dad is not home and it's kinda sad because yesterday was my last day met him and tomorrow he can't accompany me. Sad truth eh?

Today i have a little dinner with my family

Thanks to my akim for the sweet macarons.

hey, grandma i'm gonna miss you. Sincere, fatty me.

just another fatty me

sorry for the bad quality

my baby

and the last, just me.

I'm going to try to count from 1 to 100 again!

Goodnight and take care guys!
XO, me :)

fall obsession

Kamis, 29 Agustus 2013

end of summer

CRAP! summer holiday is going to end soon!
I even haven't prepare anything to go back to the reality.
I sleep til nine to ten o'clock everyday when i have to be used to wake up at 7 everyday when the class start!

Pssttt...
anyway, these day i have a new obsession (new hobby?)
I love make-up (BB cream, CC cream, foundation, eyeliner, blahblahhblahhh....)
Hmm,.. actually i love to watch make-up tutorial since i was in Junior High School but because i guessed mom never let us to use make-up so.....

Here's my little obsession

oh! summer is going to end soon it means that autumn and winter will come soon.
Happy to the moon and back! 



xo, ME

Rabu, 17 Juli 2013

summer love

i just love summer so much! The sun, the sweat, good food, part time job, slippers, and sleepover! 
Today i'll escape to my partner in crime home to sleepover (again) and swimming.
yeayy!!! Love is in the air i guess hihi

Selasa, 02 April 2013

will you still remember me?

when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me?


The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever

we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip

But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much


i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.


"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "

Minggu, 17 Maret 2013

是永遠再見了

就像以前跟男朋友分手的時候
很孤單,每天哭
 現在呢?也是很愛哭,我這幾天每天都在哭,每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢?

找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享,每天跟他講電話,每天聽他的事情,每天一起笑
現在,他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單

有時候,說再見,可能就永遠再見了

Kamis, 14 Maret 2013

tired




oh, i am really so sad.
i expect too much from you
i expect too much that we can be more than friends
oh, i really feel so tired
i feel like shit
i just cannot hide it anymore
i really want to scream out loud

that feeling

oh, can you imagine how sad's your life when you are so happy but you don't have friend to share your happiness?

it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english

Rabu, 13 Maret 2013

你以為你是誰?

i just really feel so damn tired with my life now
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話,長大吧!你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣!?
你覺得你最正常的嗎?你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好,你到底想怎樣?每次都跟你的男朋友吵架!幹! 你以為你是誰?你以為你最漂亮的嗎?!你以為你最正常的嗎?你以為你最PERFECT的嗎?!幹!

Selasa, 02 Oktober 2012

new life. TAIWAN.

i'm back. it's really a long long time, guys! :(
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!

And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><

hahhh...

Minggu, 20 Mei 2012

#left #Indonesia #Taiwan #July

"never realize something could be that much important to you until they have left you."


going to leave Indonesia as soon as possible. yeap! July 2012 i'm going to Taiwan for my university life. Hope that I can survive. Must study hard because everything's totally different there. I must fight for the mathematics written down in Mandarin!

study from Monday to friday, 8 am. to 6 pm.
fight hard for the mathematics, mandarin and english.
God, bless me.

Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

it's been so long

Bite Your Nails?yeah, sometimes =)
Have Nightmares Often?nope
Find Yourself Typing LiKe DiS OfTeN?nope
Swear?yeahyeah. sometimes.
Have Friends?bunch
Have Any Phobias?yeap. altophobia :|
Have Any Disorders?nope
Have Suicidal Thoughts Often?errr....
Like The Way You Look?yeap. ;)
Think Your Attractive?yeap
Play Any Sports?yeap. basketball *yayy!*
Have Friends You Don't Really Like?some.
Get Along With Your Parents?err...
Have Your Own Computer?nope :(
Random...
What Color Is Your Room?white.
What Was The Last Thing You Said?etude.
Who Was The Last Person You Talked To Over The Internet?friend, AgusSuhendra
What Was The Last Thing You Ate Today?nasi gurih :9
Do You Know All The People Who Are On Your Facebook As Friends?of course.no. :P
Are You Single?yeah.
Do You Like This Quiz So Far?bored
Have You Ever?...
Been In Love, Truely?yea.
Been Heartbroken?yea.
Broke Someones Heart?yea.
Wished You Could Go Back In Time?absolutely yes.
Made A Mistake?hmmm. yes.
Been Called A Poser, Prep, Emo, Goth, Punk, Gangster, Ect?gangster. -______-"
Labeled Someone?err...
Missed Someone Who Dumped You ALOT?nop
Wondered If Someone You Loved, Loved You Back?err... amazing yea
Loved Someone Who Was Taken?nop
Been Confused By Someone If They Like You Or Not?sometimes yea
Do You?...
Like A lot Of Music?yeapp!!
Like System Of A Down?u mean Syndrome Down ??! asdfghjkl
Like Screamo?.___.
What Was The Last Thing You....
Ate?nasi gurih!!
Touched?keyboard -___-
Talked To?sister

Selasa, 13 Desember 2011

DONE

No more basketball competition. Done with nothing. So sorry friends I ruin everything.

Rabu, 07 Desember 2011

broke it again

Oh my! Today I practice basket and what? I broke my ankle again! what the !!! OH MY! I have to recover as soon as possible so that I can play well on the competition. Really hurt. I can't tell it to mom even dad, because if they know,the won't let me play again. damnit!!!


Kamis, 26 September 2013

new!

hol!
can't sleep because of tomorrow
what to do?! what to do?! 
i should take psychology class but because i don't know i undo it and i don't choose that class.
i should have not take the cultural art but i choose it.

it was all because i don't understand and i asked my ex-roommate and i don't know that don't understand either.

Hol! What to do?!

WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!
WHAT TO DO?!

I just hope that 課務組 still want to accept my excuses that i'm from another country and don't understand (and i think it's too low...) bit really , i really don't understand. 

Kamis, 19 September 2013

New IOS





what an amazing ios!
i never wanted to update my phone for the new IOS and now? I updated it and so satisfied (still? because just used it for couple hours) hahahaa

just sharing
xo,

Jumat, 30 Agustus 2013

going back soon

just another 12 hours in hometown
man, i even can't sleep because too nervous to face the reality.
Anyway, Dad is not home and it's kinda sad because yesterday was my last day met him and tomorrow he can't accompany me. Sad truth eh?

Today i have a little dinner with my family

Thanks to my akim for the sweet macarons.

hey, grandma i'm gonna miss you. Sincere, fatty me.

just another fatty me

sorry for the bad quality

my baby

and the last, just me.

I'm going to try to count from 1 to 100 again!

Goodnight and take care guys!
XO, me :)

fall obsession

Kamis, 29 Agustus 2013

end of summer

CRAP! summer holiday is going to end soon!
I even haven't prepare anything to go back to the reality.
I sleep til nine to ten o'clock everyday when i have to be used to wake up at 7 everyday when the class start!

Pssttt...
anyway, these day i have a new obsession (new hobby?)
I love make-up (BB cream, CC cream, foundation, eyeliner, blahblahhblahhh....)
Hmm,.. actually i love to watch make-up tutorial since i was in Junior High School but because i guessed mom never let us to use make-up so.....

Here's my little obsession

oh! summer is going to end soon it means that autumn and winter will come soon.
Happy to the moon and back! 



xo, ME

Rabu, 17 Juli 2013

summer love

i just love summer so much! The sun, the sweat, good food, part time job, slippers, and sleepover! 
Today i'll escape to my partner in crime home to sleepover (again) and swimming.
yeayy!!! Love is in the air i guess hihi

Selasa, 02 April 2013

will you still remember me?

when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me?


The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever

we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip

But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much


i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.


"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "

Minggu, 17 Maret 2013

是永遠再見了

就像以前跟男朋友分手的時候
很孤單,每天哭
 現在呢?也是很愛哭,我這幾天每天都在哭,每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢?

找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享,每天跟他講電話,每天聽他的事情,每天一起笑
現在,他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單

有時候,說再見,可能就永遠再見了

Kamis, 14 Maret 2013

tired




oh, i am really so sad.
i expect too much from you
i expect too much that we can be more than friends
oh, i really feel so tired
i feel like shit
i just cannot hide it anymore
i really want to scream out loud

that feeling

oh, can you imagine how sad's your life when you are so happy but you don't have friend to share your happiness?

it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english

Rabu, 13 Maret 2013

你以為你是誰?

i just really feel so damn tired with my life now
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話,長大吧!你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣!?
你覺得你最正常的嗎?你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好,你到底想怎樣?每次都跟你的男朋友吵架!幹! 你以為你是誰?你以為你最漂亮的嗎?!你以為你最正常的嗎?你以為你最PERFECT的嗎?!幹!

Selasa, 02 Oktober 2012

new life. TAIWAN.

i'm back. it's really a long long time, guys! :(
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!

And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><

hahhh...

Minggu, 20 Mei 2012

#left #Indonesia #Taiwan #July

"never realize something could be that much important to you until they have left you."


going to leave Indonesia as soon as possible. yeap! July 2012 i'm going to Taiwan for my university life. Hope that I can survive. Must study hard because everything's totally different there. I must fight for the mathematics written down in Mandarin!

study from Monday to friday, 8 am. to 6 pm.
fight hard for the mathematics, mandarin and english.
God, bless me.

Jumat, 02 Maret 2012

it's been so long

Bite Your Nails?yeah, sometimes =)
Have Nightmares Often?nope
Find Yourself Typing LiKe DiS OfTeN?nope
Swear?yeahyeah. sometimes.
Have Friends?bunch
Have Any Phobias?yeap. altophobia :|
Have Any Disorders?nope
Have Suicidal Thoughts Often?errr....
Like The Way You Look?yeap. ;)
Think Your Attractive?yeap
Play Any Sports?yeap. basketball *yayy!*
Have Friends You Don't Really Like?some.
Get Along With Your Parents?err...
Have Your Own Computer?nope :(
Random...
What Color Is Your Room?white.
What Was The Last Thing You Said?etude.
Who Was The Last Person You Talked To Over The Internet?friend, AgusSuhendra
What Was The Last Thing You Ate Today?nasi gurih :9
Do You Know All The People Who Are On Your Facebook As Friends?of course.no. :P
Are You Single?yeah.
Do You Like This Quiz So Far?bored
Have You Ever?...
Been In Love, Truely?yea.
Been Heartbroken?yea.
Broke Someones Heart?yea.
Wished You Could Go Back In Time?absolutely yes.
Made A Mistake?hmmm. yes.
Been Called A Poser, Prep, Emo, Goth, Punk, Gangster, Ect?gangster. -______-"
Labeled Someone?err...
Missed Someone Who Dumped You ALOT?nop
Wondered If Someone You Loved, Loved You Back?err... amazing yea
Loved Someone Who Was Taken?nop
Been Confused By Someone If They Like You Or Not?sometimes yea
Do You?...
Like A lot Of Music?yeapp!!
Like System Of A Down?u mean Syndrome Down ??! asdfghjkl
Like Screamo?.___.
What Was The Last Thing You....
Ate?nasi gurih!!
Touched?keyboard -___-
Talked To?sister

Selasa, 13 Desember 2011

DONE

No more basketball competition. Done with nothing. So sorry friends I ruin everything.

Rabu, 07 Desember 2011

broke it again

Oh my! Today I practice basket and what? I broke my ankle again! what the !!! OH MY! I have to recover as soon as possible so that I can play well on the competition. Really hurt. I can't tell it to mom even dad, because if they know,the won't let me play again. damnit!!!