i just love summer so much! The sun, the sweat, good food, part time job, slippers, and sleepover!
Today i'll escape to my partner in crime home to sleepover (again) and swimming.
yeayy!!! Love is in the air i guess hihi
Rabu, 17 Juli 2013
Selasa, 02 April 2013
will you still remember me?
when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me?
The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever
we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip
But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much
i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.
"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "
The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever
we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip
But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much
i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.
"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "
Minggu, 17 Maret 2013
是永遠再見了
就像以前跟男朋友分手的時候
很孤單，每天哭
現在呢？也是很愛哭，我這幾天每天都在哭，每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢？
找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享，每天跟他講電話，每天聽他的事情，每天一起笑
現在，他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單
有時候，說再見，可能就永遠再見了
很孤單，每天哭
現在呢？也是很愛哭，我這幾天每天都在哭，每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢？
找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享，每天跟他講電話，每天聽他的事情，每天一起笑
現在，他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單
有時候，說再見，可能就永遠再見了
Kamis, 14 Maret 2013
tired
oh, i am really so sad.
i expect too much from you
i expect too much that we can be more than friends
oh, i really feel so tired
i feel like shit
i just cannot hide it anymore
i really want to scream out loud
that feeling
oh, can you imagine how sad's your life when you are so happy but you don't have friend to share your happiness?
it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english
it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english
Rabu, 13 Maret 2013
你以為你是誰？
i just really feel so damn tired with my life now
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話，長大吧！你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣！？
你覺得你最正常的嗎？你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好，你到底想怎樣？每次都跟你的男朋友吵架！幹！ 你以為你是誰？你以為你最漂亮的嗎？！你以為你最正常的嗎？你以為你最PERFECT的嗎？！幹！
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話，長大吧！你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣！？
你覺得你最正常的嗎？你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好，你到底想怎樣？每次都跟你的男朋友吵架！幹！ 你以為你是誰？你以為你最漂亮的嗎？！你以為你最正常的嗎？你以為你最PERFECT的嗎？！幹！
Rabu, 21 November 2012
Selasa, 02 Oktober 2012
new life. TAIWAN.
i'm back. it's really a long long time, guys! :(
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!
And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><
hahhh...
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!
And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><
hahhh...
Minggu, 20 Mei 2012
#left #Indonesia #Taiwan #July
"never realize something could be that much important to you until they have left you."
going to leave Indonesia as soon as possible. yeap! July 2012 i'm going to Taiwan for my university life. Hope that I can survive. Must study hard because everything's totally different there. I must fight for the mathematics written down in Mandarin!
study from Monday to friday, 8 am. to 6 pm.
fight hard for the mathematics, mandarin and english.
God, bless me.
Jumat, 02 Maret 2012
it's been so long
| Bite Your Nails? | yeah, sometimes =) | |
| Have Nightmares Often? | nope | |
| Find Yourself Typing LiKe DiS OfTeN? | nope | |
| Swear? | yeahyeah. sometimes. | |
| Have Friends? | bunch | |
| Have Any Phobias? | yeap. altophobia :| | |
| Have Any Disorders? | nope | |
| Have Suicidal Thoughts Often? | errr.... | |
| Like The Way You Look? | yeap. ;) | |
| Think Your Attractive? | yeap | |
| Play Any Sports? | yeap. basketball *yayy!* | |
| Have Friends You Don't Really Like? | some. | |
| Get Along With Your Parents? | err... | |
| Have Your Own Computer? | nope :( | |
| Random... | ||
| What Color Is Your Room? | white. | |
| What Was The Last Thing You Said? | etude. | |
| Who Was The Last Person You Talked To Over The Internet? | friend, AgusSuhendra | |
| What Was The Last Thing You Ate Today? | nasi gurih :9 | |
| Do You Know All The People Who Are On Your Facebook As Friends? | of course.no. :P | |
| Are You Single? | yeah. | |
| Do You Like This Quiz So Far? | bored | |
| Have You Ever?... | ||
| Been In Love, Truely? | yea. | |
| Been Heartbroken? | yea. | |
| Broke Someones Heart? | yea. | |
| Wished You Could Go Back In Time? | absolutely yes. | |
| Made A Mistake? | hmmm. yes. | |
| Been Called A Poser, Prep, Emo, Goth, Punk, Gangster, Ect? | gangster. -______-" | |
| Labeled Someone? | err... | |
| Missed Someone Who Dumped You ALOT? | nop | |
| Wondered If Someone You Loved, Loved You Back? | err... amazing yea | |
| Loved Someone Who Was Taken? | nop | |
| Been Confused By Someone If They Like You Or Not? | sometimes yea | |
| Do You?... | ||
| Like A lot Of Music? | yeapp!! | |
| Like System Of A Down? | u mean Syndrome Down ??! asdfghjkl | |
| Like Screamo? | .___. | |
| What Was The Last Thing You.... | ||
| Ate? | nasi gurih!! | |
| Touched? | keyboard -___- | |
| Talked To? | sister | |
Selasa, 13 Desember 2011
Rabu, 07 Desember 2011
broke it again
Oh my! Today I practice basket and what? I broke my ankle again! what the !!! OH MY! I have to recover as soon as possible so that I can play well on the competition. Really hurt. I can't tell it to mom even dad, because if they know,the won't let me play again. damnit!!!
Selasa, 06 Desember 2011
BUSY
So darn busy !
after two weeks study hard because of the Final Exam, and now prepare for Peresmian Logo and Christmas and Basket Competition!
Happy because my holiday not be so boring, but actually it's too full ! From 7-9 December we have to decor our class, then 10 December Christmas at Arya Duta , then 11 Peresmian Logo, 12-13 basket competition , 16-17 Caroling at Sun Plaza and Cambridge City Square, 20(the last but not the least) Christmas at Yang Lim Plaza . GOSH! busy
after two weeks study hard because of the Final Exam, and now prepare for Peresmian Logo and Christmas and Basket Competition!
Happy because my holiday not be so boring, but actually it's too full ! From 7-9 December we have to decor our class, then 10 December Christmas at Arya Duta , then 11 Peresmian Logo, 12-13 basket competition , 16-17 Caroling at Sun Plaza and Cambridge City Square, 20(the last but not the least) Christmas at Yang Lim Plaza . GOSH! busy
Jumat, 02 Desember 2011
Rabu, 30 November 2011
Sabtu, 05 November 2011
Senin, 31 Oktober 2011
当 我 老 了[disaat daku tua]
当 我 老 了 - dang wo lao le [disaat daku tua]
当 我 老 了， 不 再 是 原 来 的 我。
dang wo lao le bu zai shi yuan lai de wo
[disaat daku tua, bukan lagi diriku yg dulu]
请 理 解 我， 对 我 有 一 点 耐 心。
qing li jie wo dui wo you yi dian nai xin
[maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku]
******
当 我 把 菜 汤 洒 到 自 己 的 衣 服
dang wo ba cai tang sa dao zi ji de yi fu
[Disaat daku menumpahkan kuah sayuran dibajuku]
上 时， 当 我 忘 记 怎 样 绑 鞋 带 时，
shang shi dang wo wang ji zen yang bang xie dai shi
[Disaat daku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu]
请 想 一 想 当 初 我 是 如 何 手 把 手 地 教 你。
qing xiang yi xiang dang chu wo shi ru he shou ba shou di jiao ni
[ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya]
******
当 我 一 遍 又 一 遍 重 复 你 早 已 经 听 腻 的 话 语，
dang wo yi bian you yi bian chong fu ni zao yi jing ting ni de hua yu
[disaat daku dengan pikunnya mengulang terus menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu]
请 耐 心 地 听 我 说， 不 要 打 断 我。
qing nai xin di ting wo shuo bu yao da duan wo
[Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku]
你 小 的 时 后， 我 不 得 不 重 复
ni xiao de shi hou wo bu de bu chong fu
[Dimasa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus]
那 个 讲 过 千 百 遍 的 故 事，
na ge jiang guo qian bai bian de gu shi
[sebuah cerita yang telah aku ceritakan ribuan kali]
直 到 你 进 入 梦 乡。
zhi dao ni jin ru meng xiang
[hingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi]
*****
当 我 需 要 你 帮 我 洗 澡 时，
dang wo xu yao ni bang wo xi zao shi
[disaat daku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku]
请 不 要 责 备 我。
qing bu yao ze bei wo
[janganlah menyalahkanku]
还 记 得 小 时 后 我 千 方 百 计
huan ji de xiao shi hou wo qian fang bai ji
[ingatkah dimasa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara]
哄 你 洗 澡 的 情 形 吗？
hong ni xi zao de qing xing ma
[membujukmu untuk mandi?]
*****
当 我 对 新 科 技 和 新 事 物 不 知 所 措 时，
dang wo dui xin ke ji he xin shi wu bu zhi suo cuo shi
[disaat daku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern]
请 不 要 嘲 笑 我。
qing bu yao chao xiao wo
[janganlah menertawaiku]
想 一 想 当 初 我 怎 样 耐 心 地
xiang yi xiang dang chu wo zen yang nai xin di
[renungkanlah bagaimana daku dengan sabarnya]
回 答 你 的 每 一 个 [为 什 么]
hui da ni de mei yi ge wei shen me
[menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang engkau ajukan disaat itu]
*****
当 我 由 於 双 腿 疲 劳 无 法 行 走 时，
dang wo you yu shuang tui pi lao wu fa xing zou shi
[disaat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,]
请 伸 出 你 年 轻 有 力 的 手 扶 我。
qing shen chu ni nian qing you li de shou fu wo
[ulurkan tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku]
就 象 小 时 候 学 习 走 路 时， 我 扶 你 那 样。
jiu xiang xiao shi hou xue xi zou lu shi wo fu ni na yang
[bagaikan dimasa kecilmu daku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan]
*****
当 我 忽 然 忘 记 我 们 谈 话 的 主 题，
dang wo hu ran wang ji wo men tan hua de zhu ti
[disaat daku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita]
请 给 我 一 些 时 间 让 我 回 想。
qing gei wo yi xie shi jian rang wo hui xiang
[berilah sedikit waktu padaku untuk mengingatnya]
其 实 对 我 来 说， 谈 论 什 么 并 不 重 要，
qi shi dui wo lai shuo tan lun shen me bing bu zhong yao
[sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku]
只 要 你 能 在 一 旁 听 我 说， 我 就 很 满 足。
zhi yao ni neng zai yi pang ting wo shuo wo jiu hen man zu
[asal engkau berada disisiku untuk mendengarkanku, daku telah bahagia]
*****
当 你 看 著 老 去 的 我， 请 不 要 悲 伤。
dang ni kan zhao lao qu de wo qing bu yao bei shang
[disaat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih]
理 解 我， 支 持 我，
li jie wo zhi chi wo
[maklumilah diriku, dukunglah daku, ]
就 像 你 刚 开 始 学 习 如 何 生 活 时 我 对 你 那 样。
jiu xiang ni gang kai shi xue xi ru he sheng huo shi wo dui ni na yang
[bagaikan daku terhadapmu disaat engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan]
************
当 初 我 引 导 你 走 上 人 生 的 路，
dang chu wo yin dao ni zou shang ren sheng de lu
[dulu daku menuntunmu menapaki jalan kehidupan ini,]
如 今 请 陪 伴 我 走 完 最 后 的 路。
ru jin qing pei ban wo zou wan zui hou de lu
[kini temanilah daku hingga akhir jalan hidupku]
给 我 你 的 爱 心 和 耐 心，
gei wo ni de ai xin he nai xin
[berilah daku cinta kasih dan kesabaranmu]
我 会 报 以 感 激 的 微 笑，
wo hui bao yi gan ji de wei xiao
[daku akan menerimanya dengan senyuman penuh syukur]
这 微 笑 中 凝 结 著 我 对 你 无 限 的 爱。
zhe wei xiao zhong ning jie zhao wo dui ni wu xian de ai
[didalam senyumku ini, tertanam kasihku yang tak terhingga padamu]
当 我 老 了， 不 再 是 原 来 的 我。
dang wo lao le bu zai shi yuan lai de wo
[disaat daku tua, bukan lagi diriku yg dulu]
请 理 解 我， 对 我 有 一 点 耐 心。
qing li jie wo dui wo you yi dian nai xin
[maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku]
******
当 我 把 菜 汤 洒 到 自 己 的 衣 服
dang wo ba cai tang sa dao zi ji de yi fu
[Disaat daku menumpahkan kuah sayuran dibajuku]
上 时， 当 我 忘 记 怎 样 绑 鞋 带 时，
shang shi dang wo wang ji zen yang bang xie dai shi
[Disaat daku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu]
请 想 一 想 当 初 我 是 如 何 手 把 手 地 教 你。
qing xiang yi xiang dang chu wo shi ru he shou ba shou di jiao ni
[ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya]
******
当 我 一 遍 又 一 遍 重 复 你 早 已 经 听 腻 的 话 语，
dang wo yi bian you yi bian chong fu ni zao yi jing ting ni de hua yu
[disaat daku dengan pikunnya mengulang terus menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu]
请 耐 心 地 听 我 说， 不 要 打 断 我。
qing nai xin di ting wo shuo bu yao da duan wo
[Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku]
你 小 的 时 后， 我 不 得 不 重 复
ni xiao de shi hou wo bu de bu chong fu
[Dimasa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus]
那 个 讲 过 千 百 遍 的 故 事，
na ge jiang guo qian bai bian de gu shi
[sebuah cerita yang telah aku ceritakan ribuan kali]
直 到 你 进 入 梦 乡。
zhi dao ni jin ru meng xiang
[hingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi]
*****
当 我 需 要 你 帮 我 洗 澡 时，
dang wo xu yao ni bang wo xi zao shi
[disaat daku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku]
请 不 要 责 备 我。
qing bu yao ze bei wo
[janganlah menyalahkanku]
还 记 得 小 时 后 我 千 方 百 计
huan ji de xiao shi hou wo qian fang bai ji
[ingatkah dimasa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara]
哄 你 洗 澡 的 情 形 吗？
hong ni xi zao de qing xing ma
[membujukmu untuk mandi?]
*****
当 我 对 新 科 技 和 新 事 物 不 知 所 措 时，
dang wo dui xin ke ji he xin shi wu bu zhi suo cuo shi
[disaat daku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern]
请 不 要 嘲 笑 我。
qing bu yao chao xiao wo
[janganlah menertawaiku]
想 一 想 当 初 我 怎 样 耐 心 地
xiang yi xiang dang chu wo zen yang nai xin di
[renungkanlah bagaimana daku dengan sabarnya]
回 答 你 的 每 一 个 [为 什 么]
hui da ni de mei yi ge wei shen me
[menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang engkau ajukan disaat itu]
*****
当 我 由 於 双 腿 疲 劳 无 法 行 走 时，
dang wo you yu shuang tui pi lao wu fa xing zou shi
[disaat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,]
请 伸 出 你 年 轻 有 力 的 手 扶 我。
qing shen chu ni nian qing you li de shou fu wo
[ulurkan tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku]
就 象 小 时 候 学 习 走 路 时， 我 扶 你 那 样。
jiu xiang xiao shi hou xue xi zou lu shi wo fu ni na yang
[bagaikan dimasa kecilmu daku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan]
*****
当 我 忽 然 忘 记 我 们 谈 话 的 主 题，
dang wo hu ran wang ji wo men tan hua de zhu ti
[disaat daku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita]
请 给 我 一 些 时 间 让 我 回 想。
qing gei wo yi xie shi jian rang wo hui xiang
[berilah sedikit waktu padaku untuk mengingatnya]
其 实 对 我 来 说， 谈 论 什 么 并 不 重 要，
qi shi dui wo lai shuo tan lun shen me bing bu zhong yao
[sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku]
只 要 你 能 在 一 旁 听 我 说， 我 就 很 满 足。
zhi yao ni neng zai yi pang ting wo shuo wo jiu hen man zu
[asal engkau berada disisiku untuk mendengarkanku, daku telah bahagia]
*****
当 你 看 著 老 去 的 我， 请 不 要 悲 伤。
dang ni kan zhao lao qu de wo qing bu yao bei shang
[disaat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih]
理 解 我， 支 持 我，
li jie wo zhi chi wo
[maklumilah diriku, dukunglah daku, ]
就 像 你 刚 开 始 学 习 如 何 生 活 时 我 对 你 那 样。
jiu xiang ni gang kai shi xue xi ru he sheng huo shi wo dui ni na yang
[bagaikan daku terhadapmu disaat engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan]
************
当 初 我 引 导 你 走 上 人 生 的 路，
dang chu wo yin dao ni zou shang ren sheng de lu
[dulu daku menuntunmu menapaki jalan kehidupan ini,]
如 今 请 陪 伴 我 走 完 最 后 的 路。
ru jin qing pei ban wo zou wan zui hou de lu
[kini temanilah daku hingga akhir jalan hidupku]
给 我 你 的 爱 心 和 耐 心，
gei wo ni de ai xin he nai xin
[berilah daku cinta kasih dan kesabaranmu]
我 会 报 以 感 激 的 微 笑，
wo hui bao yi gan ji de wei xiao
[daku akan menerimanya dengan senyuman penuh syukur]
这 微 笑 中 凝 结 著 我 对 你 无 限 的 爱。
zhe wei xiao zhong ning jie zhao wo dui ni wu xian de ai
[didalam senyumku ini, tertanam kasihku yang tak terhingga padamu]
Minggu, 30 Oktober 2011
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday , Michael Maruli
Thanks for last night party and the dinner and the pool and the food and the blablabla
Bunch of luck be with you, Michael
Goodluck for your study at OZ
be great :)
Jumat, 28 Oktober 2011
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Rabu, 17 Juli 2013
summer love
i just love summer so much! The sun, the sweat, good food, part time job, slippers, and sleepover!
Today i'll escape to my partner in crime home to sleepover (again) and swimming.
yeayy!!! Love is in the air i guess hihi
Today i'll escape to my partner in crime home to sleepover (again) and swimming.
yeayy!!! Love is in the air i guess hihi
Selasa, 02 April 2013
will you still remember me?
when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me?
The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever
we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip
But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much
i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.
"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "
The first time i saw you, i was in the class and you are the senior that only teach the Junior.
yeah, i am one of the Junior that necer ask any question to you
the first time you came into my class i just thought that i ever saw you before, i thought that you are someone who i knew in ny life. (Have we ever met before?maybe in the past life?)
i keep asking myself until i graduate and i thought we will never meet again.
but.....
i was wrong, we meet and when i told you about my first impression , i dont know whether you really are interested with it or no but i still remembered that you told me "have i ever told you that you are like the person i ever met before?" But i dont know..... I just keep expect that we are meant to be together as friend forever
we chat we laugh we hang out together woth others we share we talk til midnight we gossip
But time flies, and everythings changed
i just cannot help too much
i thought i understand you so much but i was wrong i really dont understand you.
"when the time comes that we would just grow apart and never look back, will you still remember me? "
Minggu, 17 Maret 2013
是永遠再見了
就像以前跟男朋友分手的時候
很孤單，每天哭
現在呢？也是很愛哭，我這幾天每天都在哭，每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢？
找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享，每天跟他講電話，每天聽他的事情，每天一起笑
現在，他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單
有時候，說再見，可能就永遠再見了
很孤單，每天哭
現在呢？也是很愛哭，我這幾天每天都在哭，每天都在孤單
以前跟現在有什麽差別呢？
找到那麼好的朋友
每天跟他分享，每天跟他講電話，每天聽他的事情，每天一起笑
現在，他突然不跟我說話
突然沒有跟我分享
我覺得很孤單
有時候，說再見，可能就永遠再見了
Kamis, 14 Maret 2013
tired
oh, i am really so sad.
i expect too much from you
i expect too much that we can be more than friends
oh, i really feel so tired
i feel like shit
i just cannot hide it anymore
i really want to scream out loud
that feeling
oh, can you imagine how sad's your life when you are so happy but you don't have friend to share your happiness?
it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english
it's much more sad than you feeling sad. oh, sorry for my bad english
Rabu, 13 Maret 2013
你以為你是誰？
i just really feel so damn tired with my life now
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話，長大吧！你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣！？
你覺得你最正常的嗎？你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好，你到底想怎樣？每次都跟你的男朋友吵架！幹！ 你以為你是誰？你以為你最漂亮的嗎？！你以為你最正常的嗎？你以為你最PERFECT的嗎？！幹！
the life with the shit roommate
she's really too much. 每次都說別人壞話，長大吧！你都已經大學了怎麼會這樣！？
你覺得你最正常的嗎？你會不會覺得你在班上里面你最不正常的。跟這個不好跟那個不好，你到底想怎樣？每次都跟你的男朋友吵架！幹！ 你以為你是誰？你以為你最漂亮的嗎？！你以為你最正常的嗎？你以為你最PERFECT的嗎？！幹！
Rabu, 21 November 2012
Selasa, 02 Oktober 2012
new life. TAIWAN.
i'm back. it's really a long long time, guys! :(
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!
And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><
hahhh...
yeah! i miss my past life. like everything is already there for me. no need to make my own decision. i have lots and lots of people that can understand me. here? it's really hard, since i lived with the one that i never met before and they are all strangers! oh my God. ><
yeah, it's really hard for me to enjoy my day since everybody's new for me. they all came from different country and i don't have any Indonesia friends in my school. pity.
and it's hard too to chit chat with them because my Mandarin is not good at , and if i use English they wont understand what i'm talking. they need more english! erghhh!
And my english book was very very easy! we start from SINGULAR PLURAL.
oh noooo ><
it's like wasting my time. ><
hahhh...
Minggu, 20 Mei 2012
#left #Indonesia #Taiwan #July
"never realize something could be that much important to you until they have left you."
going to leave Indonesia as soon as possible. yeap! July 2012 i'm going to Taiwan for my university life. Hope that I can survive. Must study hard because everything's totally different there. I must fight for the mathematics written down in Mandarin!
study from Monday to friday, 8 am. to 6 pm.
fight hard for the mathematics, mandarin and english.
God, bless me.
Jumat, 02 Maret 2012
it's been so long
| Bite Your Nails? | yeah, sometimes =) | |
| Have Nightmares Often? | nope | |
| Find Yourself Typing LiKe DiS OfTeN? | nope | |
| Swear? | yeahyeah. sometimes. | |
| Have Friends? | bunch | |
| Have Any Phobias? | yeap. altophobia :| | |
| Have Any Disorders? | nope | |
| Have Suicidal Thoughts Often? | errr.... | |
| Like The Way You Look? | yeap. ;) | |
| Think Your Attractive? | yeap | |
| Play Any Sports? | yeap. basketball *yayy!* | |
| Have Friends You Don't Really Like? | some. | |
| Get Along With Your Parents? | err... | |
| Have Your Own Computer? | nope :( | |
| Random... | ||
| What Color Is Your Room? | white. | |
| What Was The Last Thing You Said? | etude. | |
| Who Was The Last Person You Talked To Over The Internet? | friend, AgusSuhendra | |
| What Was The Last Thing You Ate Today? | nasi gurih :9 | |
| Do You Know All The People Who Are On Your Facebook As Friends? | of course.no. :P | |
| Are You Single? | yeah. | |
| Do You Like This Quiz So Far? | bored | |
| Have You Ever?... | ||
| Been In Love, Truely? | yea. | |
| Been Heartbroken? | yea. | |
| Broke Someones Heart? | yea. | |
| Wished You Could Go Back In Time? | absolutely yes. | |
| Made A Mistake? | hmmm. yes. | |
| Been Called A Poser, Prep, Emo, Goth, Punk, Gangster, Ect? | gangster. -______-" | |
| Labeled Someone? | err... | |
| Missed Someone Who Dumped You ALOT? | nop | |
| Wondered If Someone You Loved, Loved You Back? | err... amazing yea | |
| Loved Someone Who Was Taken? | nop | |
| Been Confused By Someone If They Like You Or Not? | sometimes yea | |
| Do You?... | ||
| Like A lot Of Music? | yeapp!! | |
| Like System Of A Down? | u mean Syndrome Down ??! asdfghjkl | |
| Like Screamo? | .___. | |
| What Was The Last Thing You.... | ||
| Ate? | nasi gurih!! | |
| Touched? | keyboard -___- | |
| Talked To? | sister | |
Selasa, 13 Desember 2011
Rabu, 07 Desember 2011
broke it again
Oh my! Today I practice basket and what? I broke my ankle again! what the !!! OH MY! I have to recover as soon as possible so that I can play well on the competition. Really hurt. I can't tell it to mom even dad, because if they know,the won't let me play again. damnit!!!
Selasa, 06 Desember 2011
BUSY
So darn busy !
after two weeks study hard because of the Final Exam, and now prepare for Peresmian Logo and Christmas and Basket Competition!
Happy because my holiday not be so boring, but actually it's too full ! From 7-9 December we have to decor our class, then 10 December Christmas at Arya Duta , then 11 Peresmian Logo, 12-13 basket competition , 16-17 Caroling at Sun Plaza and Cambridge City Square, 20(the last but not the least) Christmas at Yang Lim Plaza . GOSH! busy
after two weeks study hard because of the Final Exam, and now prepare for Peresmian Logo and Christmas and Basket Competition!
Happy because my holiday not be so boring, but actually it's too full ! From 7-9 December we have to decor our class, then 10 December Christmas at Arya Duta , then 11 Peresmian Logo, 12-13 basket competition , 16-17 Caroling at Sun Plaza and Cambridge City Square, 20(the last but not the least) Christmas at Yang Lim Plaza . GOSH! busy
Jumat, 02 Desember 2011
Rabu, 30 November 2011
Sabtu, 05 November 2011
Senin, 31 Oktober 2011
当 我 老 了[disaat daku tua]
当 我 老 了 - dang wo lao le [disaat daku tua]
当 我 老 了， 不 再 是 原 来 的 我。
dang wo lao le bu zai shi yuan lai de wo
[disaat daku tua, bukan lagi diriku yg dulu]
请 理 解 我， 对 我 有 一 点 耐 心。
qing li jie wo dui wo you yi dian nai xin
[maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku]
******
当 我 把 菜 汤 洒 到 自 己 的 衣 服
dang wo ba cai tang sa dao zi ji de yi fu
[Disaat daku menumpahkan kuah sayuran dibajuku]
上 时， 当 我 忘 记 怎 样 绑 鞋 带 时，
shang shi dang wo wang ji zen yang bang xie dai shi
[Disaat daku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu]
请 想 一 想 当 初 我 是 如 何 手 把 手 地 教 你。
qing xiang yi xiang dang chu wo shi ru he shou ba shou di jiao ni
[ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya]
******
当 我 一 遍 又 一 遍 重 复 你 早 已 经 听 腻 的 话 语，
dang wo yi bian you yi bian chong fu ni zao yi jing ting ni de hua yu
[disaat daku dengan pikunnya mengulang terus menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu]
请 耐 心 地 听 我 说， 不 要 打 断 我。
qing nai xin di ting wo shuo bu yao da duan wo
[Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku]
你 小 的 时 后， 我 不 得 不 重 复
ni xiao de shi hou wo bu de bu chong fu
[Dimasa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus]
那 个 讲 过 千 百 遍 的 故 事，
na ge jiang guo qian bai bian de gu shi
[sebuah cerita yang telah aku ceritakan ribuan kali]
直 到 你 进 入 梦 乡。
zhi dao ni jin ru meng xiang
[hingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi]
*****
当 我 需 要 你 帮 我 洗 澡 时，
dang wo xu yao ni bang wo xi zao shi
[disaat daku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku]
请 不 要 责 备 我。
qing bu yao ze bei wo
[janganlah menyalahkanku]
还 记 得 小 时 后 我 千 方 百 计
huan ji de xiao shi hou wo qian fang bai ji
[ingatkah dimasa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara]
哄 你 洗 澡 的 情 形 吗？
hong ni xi zao de qing xing ma
[membujukmu untuk mandi?]
*****
当 我 对 新 科 技 和 新 事 物 不 知 所 措 时，
dang wo dui xin ke ji he xin shi wu bu zhi suo cuo shi
[disaat daku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern]
请 不 要 嘲 笑 我。
qing bu yao chao xiao wo
[janganlah menertawaiku]
想 一 想 当 初 我 怎 样 耐 心 地
xiang yi xiang dang chu wo zen yang nai xin di
[renungkanlah bagaimana daku dengan sabarnya]
回 答 你 的 每 一 个 [为 什 么]
hui da ni de mei yi ge wei shen me
[menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang engkau ajukan disaat itu]
*****
当 我 由 於 双 腿 疲 劳 无 法 行 走 时，
dang wo you yu shuang tui pi lao wu fa xing zou shi
[disaat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,]
请 伸 出 你 年 轻 有 力 的 手 扶 我。
qing shen chu ni nian qing you li de shou fu wo
[ulurkan tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku]
就 象 小 时 候 学 习 走 路 时， 我 扶 你 那 样。
jiu xiang xiao shi hou xue xi zou lu shi wo fu ni na yang
[bagaikan dimasa kecilmu daku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan]
*****
当 我 忽 然 忘 记 我 们 谈 话 的 主 题，
dang wo hu ran wang ji wo men tan hua de zhu ti
[disaat daku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita]
请 给 我 一 些 时 间 让 我 回 想。
qing gei wo yi xie shi jian rang wo hui xiang
[berilah sedikit waktu padaku untuk mengingatnya]
其 实 对 我 来 说， 谈 论 什 么 并 不 重 要，
qi shi dui wo lai shuo tan lun shen me bing bu zhong yao
[sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku]
只 要 你 能 在 一 旁 听 我 说， 我 就 很 满 足。
zhi yao ni neng zai yi pang ting wo shuo wo jiu hen man zu
[asal engkau berada disisiku untuk mendengarkanku, daku telah bahagia]
*****
当 你 看 著 老 去 的 我， 请 不 要 悲 伤。
dang ni kan zhao lao qu de wo qing bu yao bei shang
[disaat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih]
理 解 我， 支 持 我，
li jie wo zhi chi wo
[maklumilah diriku, dukunglah daku, ]
就 像 你 刚 开 始 学 习 如 何 生 活 时 我 对 你 那 样。
jiu xiang ni gang kai shi xue xi ru he sheng huo shi wo dui ni na yang
[bagaikan daku terhadapmu disaat engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan]
************
当 初 我 引 导 你 走 上 人 生 的 路，
dang chu wo yin dao ni zou shang ren sheng de lu
[dulu daku menuntunmu menapaki jalan kehidupan ini,]
如 今 请 陪 伴 我 走 完 最 后 的 路。
ru jin qing pei ban wo zou wan zui hou de lu
[kini temanilah daku hingga akhir jalan hidupku]
给 我 你 的 爱 心 和 耐 心，
gei wo ni de ai xin he nai xin
[berilah daku cinta kasih dan kesabaranmu]
我 会 报 以 感 激 的 微 笑，
wo hui bao yi gan ji de wei xiao
[daku akan menerimanya dengan senyuman penuh syukur]
这 微 笑 中 凝 结 著 我 对 你 无 限 的 爱。
zhe wei xiao zhong ning jie zhao wo dui ni wu xian de ai
[didalam senyumku ini, tertanam kasihku yang tak terhingga padamu]
当 我 老 了， 不 再 是 原 来 的 我。
dang wo lao le bu zai shi yuan lai de wo
[disaat daku tua, bukan lagi diriku yg dulu]
请 理 解 我， 对 我 有 一 点 耐 心。
qing li jie wo dui wo you yi dian nai xin
[maklumilah diriku, bersabarlah dalam menghadapiku]
******
当 我 把 菜 汤 洒 到 自 己 的 衣 服
dang wo ba cai tang sa dao zi ji de yi fu
[Disaat daku menumpahkan kuah sayuran dibajuku]
上 时， 当 我 忘 记 怎 样 绑 鞋 带 时，
shang shi dang wo wang ji zen yang bang xie dai shi
[Disaat daku tidak lagi mengingat cara mengikat tali sepatu]
请 想 一 想 当 初 我 是 如 何 手 把 手 地 教 你。
qing xiang yi xiang dang chu wo shi ru he shou ba shou di jiao ni
[ingatlah saat-saat bagaimana aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya]
******
当 我 一 遍 又 一 遍 重 复 你 早 已 经 听 腻 的 话 语，
dang wo yi bian you yi bian chong fu ni zao yi jing ting ni de hua yu
[disaat daku dengan pikunnya mengulang terus menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu]
请 耐 心 地 听 我 说， 不 要 打 断 我。
qing nai xin di ting wo shuo bu yao da duan wo
[Bersabarlah mendengarkanku, jangan memotong ucapanku]
你 小 的 时 后， 我 不 得 不 重 复
ni xiao de shi hou wo bu de bu chong fu
[Dimasa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus]
那 个 讲 过 千 百 遍 的 故 事，
na ge jiang guo qian bai bian de gu shi
[sebuah cerita yang telah aku ceritakan ribuan kali]
直 到 你 进 入 梦 乡。
zhi dao ni jin ru meng xiang
[hingga dirimu terbuai dalam mimpi]
*****
当 我 需 要 你 帮 我 洗 澡 时，
dang wo xu yao ni bang wo xi zao shi
[disaat daku membutuhkanmu untuk memandikanku]
请 不 要 责 备 我。
qing bu yao ze bei wo
[janganlah menyalahkanku]
还 记 得 小 时 后 我 千 方 百 计
huan ji de xiao shi hou wo qian fang bai ji
[ingatkah dimasa kecilmu, bagaimana aku dengan berbagai cara]
哄 你 洗 澡 的 情 形 吗？
hong ni xi zao de qing xing ma
[membujukmu untuk mandi?]
*****
当 我 对 新 科 技 和 新 事 物 不 知 所 措 时，
dang wo dui xin ke ji he xin shi wu bu zhi suo cuo shi
[disaat daku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi modern]
请 不 要 嘲 笑 我。
qing bu yao chao xiao wo
[janganlah menertawaiku]
想 一 想 当 初 我 怎 样 耐 心 地
xiang yi xiang dang chu wo zen yang nai xin di
[renungkanlah bagaimana daku dengan sabarnya]
回 答 你 的 每 一 个 [为 什 么]
hui da ni de mei yi ge wei shen me
[menjawab setiap "mengapa" yang engkau ajukan disaat itu]
*****
当 我 由 於 双 腿 疲 劳 无 法 行 走 时，
dang wo you yu shuang tui pi lao wu fa xing zou shi
[disaat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan,]
请 伸 出 你 年 轻 有 力 的 手 扶 我。
qing shen chu ni nian qing you li de shou fu wo
[ulurkan tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku]
就 象 小 时 候 学 习 走 路 时， 我 扶 你 那 样。
jiu xiang xiao shi hou xue xi zou lu shi wo fu ni na yang
[bagaikan dimasa kecilmu daku menuntunmu melangkahkan kaki untuk belajar berjalan]
*****
当 我 忽 然 忘 记 我 们 谈 话 的 主 题，
dang wo hu ran wang ji wo men tan hua de zhu ti
[disaat daku melupakan topik pembicaraan kita]
请 给 我 一 些 时 间 让 我 回 想。
qing gei wo yi xie shi jian rang wo hui xiang
[berilah sedikit waktu padaku untuk mengingatnya]
其 实 对 我 来 说， 谈 论 什 么 并 不 重 要，
qi shi dui wo lai shuo tan lun shen me bing bu zhong yao
[sebenarnya, topik pembicaraan bukanlah hal yang penting bagiku]
只 要 你 能 在 一 旁 听 我 说， 我 就 很 满 足。
zhi yao ni neng zai yi pang ting wo shuo wo jiu hen man zu
[asal engkau berada disisiku untuk mendengarkanku, daku telah bahagia]
*****
当 你 看 著 老 去 的 我， 请 不 要 悲 伤。
dang ni kan zhao lao qu de wo qing bu yao bei shang
[disaat engkau melihat diriku menua, janganlah bersedih]
理 解 我， 支 持 我，
li jie wo zhi chi wo
[maklumilah diriku, dukunglah daku, ]
就 像 你 刚 开 始 学 习 如 何 生 活 时 我 对 你 那 样。
jiu xiang ni gang kai shi xue xi ru he sheng huo shi wo dui ni na yang
[bagaikan daku terhadapmu disaat engkau mulai belajar tentang kehidupan]
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当 初 我 引 导 你 走 上 人 生 的 路，
dang chu wo yin dao ni zou shang ren sheng de lu
[dulu daku menuntunmu menapaki jalan kehidupan ini,]
如 今 请 陪 伴 我 走 完 最 后 的 路。
ru jin qing pei ban wo zou wan zui hou de lu
[kini temanilah daku hingga akhir jalan hidupku]
给 我 你 的 爱 心 和 耐 心，
gei wo ni de ai xin he nai xin
[berilah daku cinta kasih dan kesabaranmu]
我 会 报 以 感 激 的 微 笑，
wo hui bao yi gan ji de wei xiao
[daku akan menerimanya dengan senyuman penuh syukur]
这 微 笑 中 凝 结 著 我 对 你 无 限 的 爱。
zhe wei xiao zhong ning jie zhao wo dui ni wu xian de ai
[didalam senyumku ini, tertanam kasihku yang tak terhingga padamu]
Minggu, 30 Oktober 2011
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday , Michael Maruli
Thanks for last night party and the dinner and the pool and the food and the blablabla
Bunch of luck be with you, Michael
Goodluck for your study at OZ
be great :)
Jumat, 28 Oktober 2011
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