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Looks like i'm too enjoy with my life . While some of my friends planning for their National test for next year , me ? sitting in front of the computer,online tweet and do nothing . Or maybe they're too fast on planning it ? Enjoying my teenage life , hanging out with friends , date .Whatsoever .......

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He made me feel special

"......My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn't ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn't ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn't that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn't really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. "I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don't like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I've sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You're beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won't drag this out. I love you, & I'd like to be your boyfriend...Will you go out with me?" This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It's been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose....


I got it from tumblr .Nice story . Actually ,the same incident happened to me .I was hurt and my best friend came to me , he made me feel special . 


......."Can we still be friends?" Can anyone ever truly be friends again after a break up ?You give a person your everything .In turn, they learn everything about you, every insignificant fact . But suddenly they disappear . They aren't yours anymore and you are somehow supposed to talk to them . There will be awkward pauses where the "I LOVE YOU" used to go and the colorful conversations will become dull and painful . And even if years pass, you still won't talk normally because talking to them at all will remind you why you fell in love with them in the first place ....

The END

Someone , somewhere

When I bumps into your arm while walking I wants you to hold my hand

When i wants a hug i will just stand there

When u break my heart, i still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later

When i'm quiet, millions of things are running through my mind.

When i'm not arguing, i'm thinking deeply.

When i looks at you with eyes full of questions,i'm wondering how long you will be around.

When i answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,i'm not at all fine.

When i stares at you, i'm wondering why you are so wonderful.

When i lays my head on your chest, i'm wishing for you to be mine forever.

When i says that i can't live without you, i have made up my mind that you are my future.

When i says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that

When i'm mean to you after a break up i wants you back, but i'm scared i'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever 


Someone , somewhere ..

Fun !

Yesterday i went to Sun Plaza with Grace , Malvin , Eric , and Hervin ! We watched 'The Hole' ! Great movie ! It's about what we afraid of will become real if we look in the hole ! I cant tell you more . I dont know how to tell it. haha. One word . GREAT !

Then we took picture .
a minute...............................................................................
share you the picture of us ...

deep condolence

I didn't know what month is this . I thought it's ....So many people around me had passed away . Deep Condolence O:) :'( .

the birthday month

Hello , blogger ! Exam has done ! Well , the test already return and i got great mark , not at all !

Want to know ? I got 97 for English test , 100 for civic , 90 for biology , 99 for PHYSICS , 94 for history , 99 for CHEMISTRY ,97 for Mandarin , 93 for religion and only 84 for Bahasa Indonesia ! Hell yeah ! Am waiting for Mathematics test paper . Really afraid , because the multiple choices was sooooooooooo difficult! Roarrrrr!*

Yesterday after finished exam , me Grace Kayu Malvin and Evana went to Sun . Having lots of fun there . Maybe today am going to sun again , maybe Sunday also , maybe everyday i will go to SUN PLAZA! :D

O! Yesterday i bought present for Ineke Tjiupek's birthday . Spent lots of money yesterday ...

the ribbon ! the letter also ! i made it by myself ! hahaha ! study from SOGO's SPG ! hihi.. :)

got to go now .. bye 

Freda